When Evette Jourdain was struggling to get back on her feet, landing a job as a postal worker gave her security. Now, during the coronavirus pandemic, the job carries new risks she and her colleagues never imagined.
Jourdain, 32, and her friend and fellow mail carrier Craig Boddie, 48, spoke for a remote StoryCorps conversation last month from Palm Beach, Fla., about how their work has changed since the coronavirus outbreak in the United States.
"Life was pretty hard for me before I came to the post office. I lost my dad, I lost my brother, I became homeless and I just didn't have nobody," she told Boddie.
When she put on her U.S. Postal Service uniform for the first time, she felt proud. "You've got your nice shiny shoes, you got your brand-new satchel. You know, you feel good," Jourdain said.
Boddie was 12 years old when his mother, a retired mail carrier, secured a job with the Postal Service, marking a turn toward financial stability. He considers that moment a huge change in their lives.
Now, during the coronavirus pandemic, the job brings him stress.
"Every day I wake up and just wonder, 'Is this the day that COVID-19 is gonna come home with me?' " Boddie said.
He's worried about putting his wife, who has an autoimmune disease, at risk. For her, contracting COVID-19 would be a potentially fatal diagnosis.
"Because of that, I fear whenever I leave the house," he said. "How do I cope? Well, of course, you know, we wear our masks. Soon as I get home, I'm strippin', jumpin' in the shower, clean myself from head to toe to make sure that the day is going down the drain."
Jourdain is scared, too.
"My anxiety levels are always on 10," she said. "I pray on my way to work, I pray on my lunch break, I pray when I'm at the box. What keeps me going is the fact that I need to keep going."
Boddie said he takes their responsibility of delivering essentials to residents seriously.
"That's one of the tough things with coronavirus — we're like a lifeline," Boddie said. "Getting these people their medicines, their supplies. And I can't even imagine if there was a person who passed away on my route and I did not get a chance to say goodbye or see them for the last time."
Jourdain said someone on her mail route recently died of cancer. His son told her that before he died, his father said to make sure to "tell my friend Evette that I said goodbye."
"And I lost it," Jourdain said. "I didn't even know it was going to affect me like that."
" 'Cause it does get to us," Boddie said.
Jourdain told Boddie that she cherishes their friendship.
"I couldn't do this by myself," she said.
"That means a lot. It really does," Boddie said.
Audio produced forMorning Edition by Jey Born.
StoryCorps developed a new way to bring people together that makes it possible to record interviews remotely. Go to storycorpsconnect.org to try it out.
StoryCorps is a national nonprofit that gives people the chance to interview friends and loved ones about their lives. These conversations are archived at the American Folklife Center at the Library of Congress, allowing participants to leave a legacy for future generations. Learn more, including how to interview someone in your life, at StoryCorps.org .
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